Sunyi....

Wat a great week.... Ermmm... Full with laugh n cry... Child fight...
I luv it... But now my sis dh going bck to Melaka... Dak ammar, arina n amani xde...
G keje pepagi xley nk kissing2 kacau2 diorg tdo... Balik keje dh xde org yg xsabar nk jumpe... Xde gelagat budak2 kecik kt umh... Sgt xbest... Sedih plak...
wlupon selalu marah2, tp syg diorg tu.... Nie diorg dh balik... Ermmmm...

Bestnyer klu ade anak sndiri kn...

keep moving..

Stupid mistake... Friday 13!

It's my mistake!

Enough! No xde nk interfere ngan personal life org dh...
Tlg ckp slah, xckp pun slh... Ermmmmm... Sorry my dear fren klu respon yg kau dpt x seindah yg ko harapkan... I hv try my best...

Bittersweet...

Masih mencari erti kemanisan hidup...

Wordless Monday... 090112

nape mesti akn ade air mata yg tumpah ... Adakah sy terlalu lemah??

How so sudden...

How so sudden I felt my life was so empty n I'm lonely...
I cn't faced my life alone... I'm not strong enough to stand alone...
I need some one beside me... Support me, be with me, can share laugh n tears.., can listen to my heart, give me strength, let me hold his hand when I walking, help me to get up when I fall.., be my light in the dark... Be my moon in the night.. Be the stars that glittering my sky.., be my sun that shine my day, be my cloud that protect me in my way...

Dear hati...,
Kuat dan bertabahlah kamu sayang...

It's new year lieya!!

As Salam...

Hey guys.... New year... But I still dun hv any specific resolution! Not like previous year, I do listed things to do for a new year... But diz year..., uuuhhh... Y it's like tooooo hardddd???? I keep thinking about stupid things.. I cn't format my memry as easy as memory card... Memory card doesn't hv heart but me, yes! Everything keep stocked there... I try to remove it, but seems like that things doesn't wanna go! Then, wat shud I do???

I just so confused wit myself.. When everybody can stop thinking about bad things when they are bz working, but for me, when there's lots of work I get, lot of pressure I try to absorb, lots of old memory also come n crossed my mind. Wat are the stupid thing I'm doing! Oh god... Please help me to get out from this matter... Sent to me some one that can always be with me in the easy and the hardest time I'm in... Help me to remove all stupid and nonsense memory that always fly and play around my head... Help me to build up a new story of me... Help me to find my own happiness as you gv happiness to them that already hurts me a lot... I'm waiting ya Allah... Waiting for your miracle... Waiting for your gift... Waiting for someone that you already made for me... Waiting in patience... Waiting in silent... Waiting in fake smile... Waiting in gloomy heart...

Show me something... Show me the way.. Show me the chosen one.. Only You knw the thru about me and wat my heart speaks about... Help me Ya Allah...