Sunday, November 13, 2011

You are not so gentleman dear...

Kamu bukan gentleman... Sebab melarikan diri dari masalah dengan menyembunyikan diri, diam, hilang, tanpa dapat di kesan. Kalau betul kamu xde pape feeling ngan saya, xperlu kot nk buat camtu... We are big enough to judge which one is right and wrong. And so, you also matured enough to differentiate which kind of person that do in relationship with you is named with lover or friends. Ending cerita nie sangat x canteq walaupun starting dia was very beautiful and nice even it's quite hard to believe. I wish to be there and congrats you for your engagement. But then u disappear.. It's quite funny and hurts me at the same time. At one moment, I thought you are one of my best friends. I'm glad to share lot of things with you. But now, I realized you are not. And also at one moment I'm starting to give some space in my heart to u, but, now, it's can't be happen... Allah give me various type of people to be with me. But u are the one that disappear without single notice.. U knw y??? Because you are soooooo not gentleman! Marah?? Hahahaha.. Ofcoz not! Just mcm agak terkilan... And pretty sad... And if dat tru dat I in luv with u, u still not supposed to hide and run from me.. It's my problem.. Not yours..., hopefully.. Xtau lar klu ade cite dalaman yg x diketahuikan.. Papepun, semoga bahagia n sehat sejahtera.. Rasanyer tau kn nk carik I kt mane.. U knw wat, I xkn terkejut klu satu hari nnt, I nmpk ur car, park kt depan umh I...

Sunday, November 6, 2011

salam eid adha...

as salam guys..

glad to wish all of  u salam eid adha...

selamat ari rayerrrrrr  haji semuerrrrr.... :))


pengorbanan is more than kesusahan or kepayahan yg kita buat untuk kebaikkan org lain, or tuk kebaikkan sendiri or utk kebaikkan bersama... the tru is, keikhlasan kita dalam melaksanakannya.... :))

pengorbanan is not abt sumthng yg kite akn ungkit atau ceritakan di kemudian hari.... is more to keredhaan hati dlm menerima kesannya dikemudian hari....

may b erti pengorbanan itu akn sgt berbeza utk setiap kita.... for sure, setiap pengorbanan itu pasti akn selari dengan pelepasan keatas sesuatu yg kita ada atau mungkin yg kita syg......


[p/s:: in victoria beckham style again... :)) as usual... ptg rmbut tuk memulakan sesuatu yg baru di akhir suatu penceritaan kisah... ]

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

my mistake????

assalam...

dear mysite.... jom2 dgr nk mengadu nie... rasenyer diri nie mcm dh buat beberapa kesilapan@mistake....
ok... let me list down all d "mistake" tu....

1. my mistake when i do love his name... ( nama ala2 dlm novel kot... sape x suke kn...)
2. my mistake when i do chitchating with him @ massenger...
3. my mistake when i leave my fon number with him..
4. my mistake when i reply his text...
5. my mistake when i answer his call...
6. my mistake when i share lot of stories with him...
7. my mistake when i listen to him...
8. my mistake when i dating him...
9. my mistake when i concern about him...
10. my mistake when i think about him...
11. my mistake when i start missing him...
12. my mistake when i feel incomplete without him...
13. my mistake when tell him i miss him...
14. my mistake when i worried about him...
15. my mistake when i miss his voice when he start complaining..
16. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IS when i realize that i starting to love him.... ( kot...... lar... love= syg... not cinta yet...)

is it my mistake......???? .... please answer me...... silent is not the answer..... tQ...