Sunday, September 28, 2014

Kifarah

Sakit itu menghapus dosa kecil..

#redha

Actually.., its happen mase subuh jumaat..
Bgn tdo mcm biase.. nk g switch on lampu.. then terase pening sgt... everything nmpk spining..
Pastu terpk mungkin sbb bgn mengejut jer kot td.. then tarik nafas smbil memapah kt dinding..
Gagahkan jugak g toilet.. buat everything smbil pejam mata... (sakit kpala n pening is totally different)

Kluar toilet mmg xley buat ape dh... terus amek panadol extra.. 2 biji.. n laying on d bed...
Lock jam kul 6.40... ya tuhan... bile baring tu nk pusing kepala pun xboleh.. tekak nie pun tahan pening nk muntah...

Then decide mmg xbley drive.. xlarat n xbley nk g keje.. i text my boss n told him i try to work half day... pastu sent jer msg tu terus pakse diri tdo... pastu bgn kul 9.40... try to direct look at the plain wall.., still x stabil lg.. try duduk n tunduk... hhuhh!! Terus rase nk muntah... amek lg panadol extra 2biji... text my bos ckp still xik n unable to work... lelapkan mata smpai kul 12... much better... ntah dari mane dtg plak selseme n batuk yg agak teruk..(actually mmg agak lama dh batuk.. 2-3minggu ade kot.. tp x teruk.. dia ade time2jer batuk 2..)

Dh lama sgt xkne mcm nie... dh bertaun jugak kot.. migrain yg dtg dgn effect pening sgt seksa... sbb langsung xley buat pape...

Even dh 2 ari ni effect dia still ade...
Time solat tu.., part sujud mmg tuhan jer yg tau.. bgn dari sujud klu x bebetul mmg tumbang lar jwbnye...

Mungkin bdn nie penat sgt.. nk berehat gaknye...
Tp xley rehat lelama... byk sgt keje nk kne buat..... :((

#getwellsoonlieya!