well, today is 28 october... wednesday... hurmm.... time run so fast... rasenyer baru jer daftar sem baru kt bmi.... ttbe next dah nx final lak... pastu 17hb dah ley balik umh n start cuti!!! yeay!!
ckp pasal final nie, sem nie ader 5 paper jer final.. semiconductor tech, discrete signals n syst, microcontroller, comm systems and islam sains & tech.... sumer nk bg pecah kepala... :(
hu!actually sgt penat sebenarnyer biler buat degree nie... ngan kerenah lect, xphm soklan, nk menghafal.... huuh! ley gler tau klu x strong... cmner nk further master lak nie.... hope i can make it.... tp mcm xsabar lak nk sambung wt master... agak2 dpt x further kt overseas ek???? xdpt overseas aku buat jer lar kt local U... for sure bukan bmi kot... mcm nk try sabah serawk lak.. ok x ek??? :D doakan everythng will going fine lar ek... tp aku nie teringin nk further kt korea.. tp abah lak suh g japan... hurm... xkesah lar... as long as ley wat master...
wah! jauh sungguh impian aku... padahal final xamik pun lg.. :D... tp org kate idup mesti kne ader impian... mesti akne ader matlamat.. bru lar kite ade halatuju kehidupan nie... dulu aku xpercaya dgn pasang matlamat khidupan nie... tp skrg aku tau betapa penting nyer matlamat dlm hidup... sebab dulu aku fikir benda aper yg aku nk mesti xdpt... then aku pk balik, nape xley capai benda tu... sebab nyer, aku x work hard on it!!! duk pasang cite2 tp x berusaha mmg lar x berhasil...
so aku tanamkan satu motivasi dlm diri... klu aku nk sesuatu tu, cepat atau lambat mesti aku kne dptkan...!!!!!! work on it lia!!!! go for it!!!!
saya hidup dikelilingi oleh org2 yg sy xberape berkenan dgn sifat n sikapnyer...
xder lar nk kate aku nie perfect, terbaik atau baik sgt pun... cume aku rase aku nie lebey sensitif terhadap ati n perasaan org lain... daz y aku x bersifat cm2...dibawah ini adalah senarai org2 yg aku x suke..
1. org yg gedikzz terlampau n x bertempat.. gedik n manja lain ok.. 2. org yg mulut longkang... pergh!!! mmg busuk r tiap2 aper yg dia ckp... 3. org yg berpure2 baik mcm pijak semut xmati, n mcm perempuan melayu terakhir bler depan bf... tp bler ngan kwn, mcm cilake.. skali aku longkangkn ko, mmg mati r ko kt c2!!! 4. org yg duk asik mengampu n mengipas.. 5. org yg suke menipu!!! 6. org yg suke amik kesempatan pd org.. 7. org yg suke ciplak kreativiti atau idea org lain!!! 8. org yg berlagak atau budget bagus!! 9. org yg tnyer aku, tp bler aku xplain dia mcm xley accept!! jgn tnyer cm2!!! 10. org yg suke amik tau sgt pasal aku!!! rimas!!!!!!!!
adakah anda dlm senarai di atas... klu yer, sori to say, i hate those type of people babeh!!!
alhmdlh... selesai sudah konvokesyen tuk diploma aku semalam... so, i need to wait for another 1 n half year for my next convo... hepi sgt dpt jumpe kwn2 sume... maaf lar pd sape2 yg sy tak ter say hai... the truth is, i still can recognize all of u.... but quite shy to start a conversation...
i'm really thnxful all my lecturers dat hv gave their lecture since i were a KKTMPJ student for almost 3 years...
thnx to my parents n family for thier support dat never ending....
thnx to my frenz for a beutiful and beautifool relationship........... glad to hv all of u as my frenz...
thanx 2 everyone for a great moment on my convocation day...
congratulation to all my frenz... go luck in everythng u do... success n hepi alwiz... hepi graduation day <>
wahh.... so quite long time not updating my purplysite.... realy bz lorrr... so many things got to do... while my final is just around the corner, my life 'traffic jam' seems like not reduce at all... even now, i'm alwiz in my bedroom and work with my superduper handsome hero~my notebook... everyday, every nite... pity of my notebook...only hv his break time while i'm going to attend claz... its just for little time my 'dear'... after diz i will let u rest for around 1 and half month okey!!
i'm quite shaking while thinking about diz sem result... really dunno wat will happen.. i cn't predict anythng coz, my phase test n quizes result seems like unpredictable... how come ya??? if its continuosly like diz, d answer is i cn't further my study abroad lorrr.... ;( actually, for diz sem, i really hope i can pass the discrete signals n systems paper... wat a killer n nonsense paper was it.. discrete cn't give tightly sleep u knw.... ridiculous..
well, next sem, i will have my intra(industrial trainning)... it will start on 4th of january and i will finished it on 24th april may be.... hopefully everythngs will doing rite... oooyah! forgot to tell dat my intra will be conducting at ASASRA TEKNIK SDN.BHD. sumwhere behind shell greenwod.. :)
well, i thnk, enough for now... really hv lots of work to do.... bubye for now my purplysite... muahx!!!
sedang asyik melayan facebook, lantas tertancap peti bebola mataku kearah highlights column.. dan sedang asyik melihat highlight arini, terhenti seketika kearah pix yg meng'tagged' name sumone in my frenz list.. maka dengan kegatalan tgn yg ade, ditambah keghairahan hati utk melihat aper yg tersedia, aku pun klik kearah pix tu... hasilnya... waaaaaaahh!! sgt hebat.. seorg lelaki berpeluk mesra dengan seorg yg perempuan yg kelihatan sgt gedik.... dihiasi senario meja mkn yg sgt meriah dan tersergam indah botal berwarna hijau.. lantas tgn yg gatal mengklik lg pix yg ade... dan tertancap lar kearah satu phrasa ayat yg berbunyi 'bf aku'... lalu aku meneruskan perjalanan yg berbaki.. dengan degupan jantung yg kencang xterhingga, darah merah yg awalnya tenang mengalir kini tersirap ke muka n panas yg kurasakn... ( nape ek rase cm2?? ade rase lg ker lieya oooii... i dun think so.. rase menyampah kot ade) lantas otak ku ligat berfikir... kembali memutarkan record2 yg tersimpan semasa awl raye aritu.. sah!! kau masih seorg penipuyg sentiasa menipu n pasti akn kau rase tertipu suatu ari nnt.. dan sepantas kilat tgn mula menaip blogspot utk sesi luahan perasaan..(konon)... yg pasti hati ku berdetik kuat menyatakan.. "kau tetap seperti dulu, xpernah berubah, n mungkin xkan berubah''.. maka dengan itu layak lar utk aku berdoa agar dijauhkn jodoh ku dr mu... n diberikan aku jodoh yg berkali ribu jutaan baiknya dr kau"... lantas utk mengelakkan hal ini berlaku lg, maka ku delete name dia dr frenz list aku... harus ku tekankn disini, bukan cemburu yg merajai hati, tp, hanya sekadar tidak mahu mengingati kembali perlakuan si penjenayah yg telah memijak, menipu, menghancurkan sekaligus, membunuh hati ku ini utk nya...
kepada 'kau' aku xnk doakan, cume menasihatkn, agar carik lar seseorg yg mampu membimbing, bukan menghanyutkan, yg mampu menasihat, bukan melalaikan, yg mampu membentuk, bukan menghancurkan, yg mampu memberi kebahgian, bukan kegembiraan, yg menambahkn keimanan bukan kemaksiatan, yg mendekatkan kau dgn allah, bukan menjauhkan..
