di kehinggan petang 27ramadhan....

dikehingan ptg 27 ramadhn....

sahabatku yg "busyuk" menghantar sistem pesanan ringkas pdku.... yg berbunyi

sahabat busyuk : kt ne..
aku : kt umah lar.. ko kt ner..
sahabat busyuk: kt umh.. jd x?
aku: its upto u... xkesah pun..
sahabat busyuk: dah lambat.. ko roger ker.. dah setel discrete
aku : bru siap task satu
sahabat busyuk: baru buat task 1 nk g shopping
aku: (mase nie 1.30ptg...terase jauh hati pd ketike ini dan mengabaikan sms dia...)
sahabat busyuk : nk g x, aku nk g kt train dh ni.. (mase nie 2.48ptg)
aku : (hati berbunge2 kembali.. lantas teringat hasrat hati nk beli tudung ct nurhaliza tuk my mama) ko nk tunggu kt maner..
sahabat busyuk: kt bank negara.. aku naik train...

dengan terbalasnyer msg itu maka naik lar aku akn bas permata kiara yg agak old skool tu ke sogo (kreek.. kreek.. bunyik dier) n termetrai lar xtvt shopping menyopping pd arini....

dan hasilnyer........... wahhh.. bagus sekali.... sampai abiz duet dlm peti besi... seb baik jumaat nie nk balik dah... antara brg2 yg aku beli..

1. tudung ct nurhaliza mama a) versi mak datin b) versi sopan santun.. murah jer.. 1set rm15 hengget(kedai muaz jer tau kt jln tar)



2. kasut canteq yg simple n sgt murah.... rm35++.... lupe lak harge.... xbranded r tp... janji aku selese....

3. baju kurung yg ke2... yg first k.oly dah belikan.. ( dah raye bru ley upload gmbar ek).. bju nie sgt murah jugak... 50hengget jer... bju yg sgt seksi sebb jarang, tp kain dia ok jer... bju kurung pesak gantung...

4. tudung mama ala2 ariani punyer label... 45 hengget
5. bju arina n amani ( brand poney) pk lar baper harge.. seb baik sale kt sogo.. lau x xmampu aku..
6. bju amat n alin ( poney n seed pnyer brand)
7. baju alip n denan ( forest n bum)
8. rantai glamour ala2 datin kaler grey- 10hengget jer..

total sumer dlm 300 hengget kot.... ok lar tu... (seb baik time sale...)

itu lar antara brg yg aku beli disekitr sogo, jln tar and maju junction....
thnx to my sahabat "busyuk" coz nk teman aku....

k lor... dkesempatan ini nk wish kt sume selamat hari raye... maaf zahir n batin...

c u on my next typing.... daaaaa....

lieya is berstatus sangat penat....

astgfrullhalazim.... terlalu penat ku rasekan diri ini utk bekerje sekaras ini... mungkin inilah dugaan ramadhan ku kali ini... kepenatan yg aku rase sampai kdg2 kale aku nk ignore jer segala mcm kerjer yg ader nie... penat segala2nyer... jiwe rage.. akal fikiran.. ape kekuatan yg aku ader tuk mengharungi dugaan ini? nothing... except............... gambaran pengharapan mama n abah yg sentiase berlegar dikepala.... jgn putus asa lieya.... selagi bertali arus pengantungan kiter pada allah, berusaha n bertawakal, insyallh segalanyer dapat di atasi... sabar lar jiwa... sabar lar semangat.. sabar lar diri... sabar lar segalanyer... kepenatan itu xkn pernah hilang dr diri kite lieya.... we have to faced with it... walau aper pun yg terjadi.... bersabar lar... insyallh, segalanya akan ber akhir pada hari rabu nie.....

hati menangis siapa tahu...

salam all..

hari ini dah masuk hari ker 23 kite berpuase ( if i not mistaken lar- pliz count back by ur own ya!).. xtau lar naper, but felt so sad last nite.... at a moment, my eyes suddenly want to drop her tears.. i say to my big black shining eyes not to do dat... just pliz be strong ant keep all the tears for beautiful moment only...

i try to hide my c2ation from my housemate, my 'busyuk ' frenz and everyone.. but i know sum of then can see the changing attitude of me... i really dun no way my dearest tears want to come out...

when my heart shout my 'mama', i felt down... is it because i can't go to jln TAR to buy her a sitinurhaliza tudung?? i really dunno... at that moment, in my mind i just want to run very fast to reached home and meet her for a while... is it happend because i miss her?? or i miss him??

him??? yes him... the damn people that fragile my red sweet heart... is it really i miss him?? or i really miss the moment when i hv been treated as a person that called as 'girlfrenz'??

may b its true... i'm not missing him, but i miss my self to b a girlfrenz... so sad lar u lieya.. :( pity of u... u r nw 23 years old but didn't have bf... but why should i felt like that??? is it because of my "no 21" alwiz interferer me with such stupids couple2 story.. is it because i'm really nausea when sum of people in 'no 21'alwiz interfrem her bf, scandles and so what ever man that they hv , in front me? am i jealous when so what ever people bought them sumthng for hari raya??? and for me? even want to go to jln TAR n sogo also should be canceled becoz nobody want to accompny me?? am i really2 alone now???

one big question mark play around me... i'm i need all that nonsense 'so watever people' in my life????? need i??? NO!!no lieya u didn't need it for now!wat u have to do now is just focus in ur study!be a successful people! make ur parents and family proud with u! and make all the nonsense people jealous with u bcoz of ur succsfullness not becoz of damn 'so wat ever people' that u hv...

normally the nonsense people with their ' so watever people' didn't solve their problem by themselves.. they just waiting for the answer from the rest... at the time they want my ans, i feel like i wnt to kill them all.. so that they will not playing around me anymore and i can have my life peacefully...

ooppsss!!! i thnk i'm now so far away from post my title... :D ... the main point here is, i miss my mama and i want to buy her a siti nurhaliza tudung... but i cn't make it... just hope i can find in my way going back to kg thiz friday....

gud bye for now....

aku bukan perempuan sejati klu hidup berkalung lelaki

salam...

actually phrase tu aku dapat mase tgk cite perempuan berkalung serban.... aku suke sgt meaning dia...

yerlar kite sebagai pempuan ni xley r idup berantung pada lelaki nie... kne ade usaha n inisiatif sendiri... jgn harap org nk sponser jer.... kn klu ditakdirkn dia bkn utk kite, mati kutu dibuatnyer... aku mcm xbrape berkenan lak ngan org yg klu nk aper suke mintak org belikan... ermm.. tp terpulanglar kn.... tp klu org tu husband sendiri xde aku nk kesah plak... nie org tu idup pun berterabur lg....

datz y klu kite dah keje nnt pu, klu rase mampu nk keje, baik kite keje.... jgn bergantung pada suami sgt.... kne lar ader give n take... tp jgn asik nk take jer xpernah nk give2... nnt klu suami tinggalkan si isteri, at least si isteri masih tau nk idup berdikari... xder lar duk menangis 48jam pk jln nk idup cmner....

pada aku pape pun, kepuasan tu akn kite rase lau kite sendiri berusaha tuk dapatkn nyer...

(catatan nie xder kne mengena ngan yg idup atawpun yg tlh meninggal dunia)

k`a`d`a`n`g`k`a`d`a`n`g~~

kadang2 yg baik luarnye, belum tentu baik dalamnya
kadang2 yg buruk luarnye, belum tentu buruk dalamnya
kadang2 yg cantik luarnye, belum tentu cantik dalamnya
kadang2 yg santun luarnye, belum tentu mulia pekerti dalamnya
kadang2 yg nampak senang luarnya, belum tentu senang dalamnya
kadang2 yg nampak susah luarnya, belum tentu susah dalamnya
kadang2 yg nampak sedap luarnya, belum tentu sedap rasanya
kadang2 yg nampak jernih luarnya, belum tentu tawar rasenya
kadang2 yg nampak mengoda luarnye, belum tentu hebat rasenya
kadang2 yg kita xnk berlaku, rupenye itu yg akn berlaku sebenarnya
kadang2 yg kite x bersedia, itu lar mase dugaan dtg pada kite sebenarnye
kadang2 yg ketawa itu, hanya pada zahir saje ketawanya
kadang2 yg nmpak bhagia itu, mungkin ade seksa diraganya
kadang2 yg diam itu, x semestinya diam selamanya
kadang2 yg byk bercakap itu xsemestinya dia tahu sepenuhnya
kadang2 yg lama itu lg byk guna dr yg baru miliknya
kadang2 yg baru itu jd pemulihan pd yg lama yg tiada gunanya
kadang2 yg mengalirkan airmata itu kesakitan puncanya
kadang2 yg mengalirkan tangisan itu kejayaan titiknya
kadang2 yg kita rasakn betul itu salah pd hakikatnya
kadang2 yg salah pd kasarnya, itu lah jwpan sebenarnya

kadang2 aku pun xtau ape yg aku merapukan sebenarnya..
yg pastinya, "kadang2" itu hnya ada jawapan dr 1 keadaan..

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H.E.P.I.B.E.Z.D.A.Y.. L.I.E.Y.A!!!!!

selamat ulangtahun kelahiran utk diriku yg ke23... alhmdulh.... idup aku sampai 23 taun.. moga2 lg di panjangkn umur nie...

waaaaaaaahhh.... dah lame sungguh x update ini blog... too bz lor... claz n claz n tutorial n presentation silih berganti..... so aku amik date arini as my first appearnce since aku strt sem baru utk memulakan proses pengupdate'an blog....

dlm usia yg tlh menginjak 23 taun nie, byk dah yg aku lalui.. susah senang, jerih perih blaja xpyh r ckp... sume part aku dh rase... just part nk ker overseas jer x rase lg... :) thnx to my parents n family daz always there for me since my first day born till now... thnx to all my frenz either u r newcomers in my list or my old frez, pliz knw datz u r so meaningfull to me.... u gv me precious moment day by day...

think, daz all for now... (kne attack ngan gastrik nie..) jumpe lg with my new post..